DeltaKiller, glad you brought this up. No you're not crazy (in an insane sense) but rather in an extreme sense. Without rational extremeness (not the Tolwyn/Border World Conflict) but disciplined preparedness for humanity to use to train with, humanity will be less prepared for when it needs to fight. I played WC because I wanted the willpower training, the challenge of pushing myself more and more so if I had needed to go to war, I'd be more prepared (aerial combat isn't taught in high school). Most classmates at my old high school wanted me to play Bear Bondarevsky because of my temper. Actually, WC did help me improve my social life and calm me down as well as improve my spirit and aerial combat abilities -- I lined up my crosshairs on a plane instantly. The WC novels depict the emotions extremely well -- I actually got scared when I RPGed Col. Blair reading Heart of the Tiger (in regards to Angel's death) and The Price of Freedom (in regards to Seether and his genetic enhancements.
"You know? I think that the WC series may be one of the only action games that truely deals with war and death the same way that you do in real life. That`s one of the reasons I really appreciate the game.
Although I haven`t played that many games in general, I don`t think I have ever encountered a game that deals with this stuff so realistically."
I have the same feelings too. I mean, WC1 alone was realistic enough for me. I still remember the chats and emotions with the Tiger's Claw gang.