Z’ratmak took off towards the house and was promptly greeted by four other Kilrathi, his mate and children. I stayed in the distance for a while, not wanting to interrupt the family reunion. It was a strange sight, they all stood in a rough circle, talking at the same time and flicking their tails from side to side in the same way that contented terran cats do. I couldn’t help but grin.
Eventually I was called forward. Vra’kara, Z’ratmak’s mate greeted me with a curt nod, she seemed friendly enough, but there was an impression that it was forced. I’m not sure but I don’t think that was anything against me personally, I think my presence was just an inconvenience for her.
The children, (the oldest of whom was ten years old and who also towered above me), stared at me with looks that made it seem that they had to remind themselves that I was a guest and not dinner. Maybe that’s an exaggeration. Anyway, after the introductions were over, we headed inside.
Three hours later
After the evening meal, or the day’s meal for that matter, I sat in the dining room for about an hour with everyone else slumped over the table, snoring loudly.
Kilrathi dietary habits are somewhat different from humans. One colossal meal sustains them for a day, after which they sleep so deeply that it’s only the occasional fart that shows you they’re not dead. Seriously.
I’d been handed a smallish slice of meat from the colossal beast that M’thrak and Krath, Z’ratmak’s two eldest sons had hunted down earlier that day. I was also given an unpleasant amount of some assorted leaves that I’d seen scattered about everywhere on this planet. They tasted surprisingly like cress. I was told I could pick leaves from the garden if I became hungry later on.
Later, simply out of curiosity, I’d gone for a walk around the house. I’m not sure what I expected to see, family holo-images, skulls on the wall, paintings on the fridge. It was hard to imagine.
Many of the rooms were clean and barren, and pretty spacious for that matter. There were assorted tables and chairs. All made out of solid stone. There was an ancient looking book in the centre of one room, flanked by candles and two statues of creatures which looked vaguely Kilrathi. I wasn’t sure what the purpose of this room was, but it looked like something best left alone.
As I moved off and turned the corner, I felt a light tap on the back of my neck.
I turned and found myself face to face with M’thrak; he was looking very pleased with himself.
“If you were truly my prey, you would be dead now.” He said.
After a few moments, it occurred to me that he must have been practicing his hunting skills on me.
“How long have you been following me?” I asked eventually.
“Since you left the feasting hall.” He replied, “My father names you for a formidable warrior, but it seems you could stand to be more vigilant.”
This kid didn’t sound, (or look for that matter), like a ten year old. Maybe Kilrathi develop quicker then humans, I never really found out.
“I’m a pilot,” I replied, “We’re taught the value of vigilance in a cockpit of a fighter, it’s a little different.”
“Ah yes, I have read of it.” There was a strange energy to the Kilrathi in front of me that briefly made him look as young as he was, “I hope to one day become a pilot myself, so that I may fight as my father does.”
“You want to fly for the Confederation?”
“Yes. I believe I could benefit the fight against the Empire.”
I waited a few moments before asking my next question, I wasn’t sure how to phrase this.
“You, um, you don’t have any problems with fighting against your own kind?”
At that, he unsheathed his claws and let loose a long, angry growl. I took a few steps back, but he seemed to shake his head and lowered his still sheathed claws to his sides. It seemed he wasn’t snarling at me.
“The Empire,” he roared, “has lost what honour it once had. It strikes out at all it sees, leading itself to ruin, sacrificing so many lives in the glory of an Emperor who cares not for his own people. They slaughter worlds of defenceless creatures and consider it an honourable hunt. They would gladly slaughter my h’rai if they were able. I will not allow that to happen so long as there is breath in my lungs.”
We sat in silence for a few moments after that, he gradually calmed down, I considered what he’d said. Z’ratmak had told me as much himself many times, with the same anger in his voice. For the first time it actually seemed clear to me why the Kilrathi on Ghorah Khar had defected, before now I hadn’t really considered it as anything more then a fluke, but now, with this enraged, youthful warrior standing before me, I got an idea of just how many Kilrathi shared the same view as most humans, that this war was a pointless waste.
“You take after your father,” I told him eventually, “I’m sure you’ll make him proud.”
Abruptly, the anger seemed to melt away from M’thrak and he was soon grinning again. As I looked at him, something occurred to me, something that again made me want to knock Dr. Simmons’ teeth down his throat.
How was I ever going to be able to fight after this? How would I be able to go on killing Kilrathi if every time I fired, I envisioned such faces as the one before me in the cockpit? Before now, I’d always treated Z’ratmak as an exception, only one of a very small number of Kilrathi and completely unlike anyone I’d ever meet in a cockpit. Now, how could I tell that the people I shot down weren’t people like the Kilrathi in front of me?
I received my answer with the sound of the first explosion.
To be continued